I'm so afraid to love you, but I'm more afraid to lose.

this past weekend was my last cheerleading competition ever. it was at myrtle beach. and i went out with a spectacular bang. you see it was a 2 day competition. and after day 1 my team was in second place with a score of 73.3 and the first place team had 74.3. we were separated by one point. i was so mad when i found out we were in second not because we were in second but because the first place team didnt deserve to be in first. my team hit a nearly flawless routine (all the judges told us to fix were to point our toes when we jumped) and the other team had a stunt fall and some tumbling hit the floor. it just didnt make any sense. however after today we came back and stole first place from Carolina odessey. and it was glorious. i get to end my cheerleading career with an amazing first place win.

the only weird thing is i can no longer be considered a cheerleader...