I'm so afraid to love you, but I'm more afraid to lose.

i have been so busy this spring break. thankfully i didnt have any school work to do, i think?

saturday i spent my day at belmont abbey. i am really excited and ready to go to college.

sunday i went to church and hung out with sarah.

monday i spent the day with sarah because she got her wisdom teeth out. i was being her personal nurse.

tuesday was pretty much amazing i spent the day with Brittany hannah and Gina. i havent hung out with them in forever. it was much needed. and i missed being with just them.

wednesday sarah stephanie and i chilled for awhile. we basically showed stephanie where we go for prom and what not.

thursday i went to the zoo with sarah molly lizzy stephanie carly and jordan. it was great the animals were somewhat active. and the whole walking part wasnt that bad. and stephanie had to pull off this lie to her mom to be able to come. and that was successful.

friday i actually decided to go to forsyth tech since i hadnt been all week. when i got home i had a text message from spencer that said he went to the emergency room thursday night. of course im freaking out and when i finally got a hold of him, he told me that he had fallen down the stairs like an old man and bruised up his back real bad. and later that afternoon sarah and i wer on our way to myrtle beach with my family for my final cheerleading competition FOREVER. and last night while walking on the beach sarah and i met 2 guys. one was really drunk. and the other well wasnt and very attractive. they started talking to us because i was wearing my Belmont abbey got monks? sweatshirt and they were asking me about it. so we eneded hanging out with them for a few hours on the beach. they were marines from Camp lejune and on leave. sarah and i finally left them when they asked for our number. we told them if they want to see us again they will be out on the beach again tomorrow night .

and now im just relaxing until i have to compete later on today.